September 26th 2004
I used to be a a happy go lucky - no worries kinda guy. Started college last few months in a degree course, i'm kinda happy with it as i wasted too much time on diploma. But sad to say, this semester, i'm fucked up .. did badly in most of the subjects .. skipped classes and all sorts .. internal exam .. fail a few papers and FINAL exam is coming soon. i felt unsecure with what i had right now .. thinking bout the future .. what is it gonna be .. been thinking for quite number of days to overcome the problem i face.
Jack was back here then as i went out with him for early breakfast and talk to him bout the situation i'm facing and he's been supporting me and really giving me good advice. Really thank him for that .. but somehow later .. i was in college for some classes and S talked to me .. and she asked me not to give up on studying as i struggled much during diploma level. she noticed i've changed from a happy go lucky no worry kinda guy to a moody tense kinda guy. I wonder does my face / look really revealed the problem i'm facing .. Later, i get enough sleep and went for work. I really enjoyed working (i'm not workaholic) .. the people there makes me laugh and happy all the time .. jokes around .. makes me forget the worries / problems i have. Just got back home .. checked some emails and posted this blog as my first post. I guess this blog is a new friend of mine where i can express my feelings to when no one is around.
* Wishing my father a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you *
Jack was back here then as i went out with him for early breakfast and talk to him bout the situation i'm facing and he's been supporting me and really giving me good advice. Really thank him for that .. but somehow later .. i was in college for some classes and S talked to me .. and she asked me not to give up on studying as i struggled much during diploma level. she noticed i've changed from a happy go lucky no worry kinda guy to a moody tense kinda guy. I wonder does my face / look really revealed the problem i'm facing .. Later, i get enough sleep and went for work. I really enjoyed working (i'm not workaholic) .. the people there makes me laugh and happy all the time .. jokes around .. makes me forget the worries / problems i have. Just got back home .. checked some emails and posted this blog as my first post. I guess this blog is a new friend of mine where i can express my feelings to when no one is around.
* Wishing my father a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you *
posted by MistaBarista at 5:33 AM
2 Comments:
wow. i know that feeling sometimes. I notice myself worrying more about things too...Hope it all goes well for you tho. Keep writing, I feel - that I'd like to hear what you write. :-) Laterz, friend.
Haha~ Finally I finished all ur words, from 1am back from Wings cafe with Eila n Nah, till now. Going to 7am..
Damn.. totally i slept 2~3 hours infront of pc while reading!
Diao~ waste my time.. now i almost forgot what i had beed read just now? (-_-")
'Thanks' for that Wan Xin tell me about ur blog got my photo =/
Nvm.. at least got some impressions on.... u
Sleepy~ (-_-)zzZZ
Today is 24/8/2006 ~Kiat
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