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I couldn't sleep after i post the recent message. I cried and cried .. shouting with my pillows blocking my face. Don't wanna let my family members know what am i .. how am i .. freaking emo ..
Wipe my tears .. wash my face .. headed to cafe .. got myself a bottle of Hei .. Bloated .. why am i depressed? Why am i sad? Why i am like this which i am not like this? I asked GOD .. there's no answer.
She called .. told her everything what i've wrote in blog. I almost cried when i talk to her. Tomorrow .. another day to go over with .. Fcuking week i had.
I hate myself .. I cannot forgive myself of what i've done. Even if everybody in this world forgive me .. i can't forgive myself .. =( .. God Damn Me !!!
No matter what happens to me, i still love you darling .. Muacks =*
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Wipe my tears .. wash my face .. headed to cafe .. got myself a bottle of Hei .. Bloated .. why am i depressed? Why am i sad? Why i am like this which i am not like this? I asked GOD .. there's no answer.
She called .. told her everything what i've wrote in blog. I almost cried when i talk to her. Tomorrow .. another day to go over with .. Fcuking week i had.
I hate myself .. I cannot forgive myself of what i've done. Even if everybody in this world forgive me .. i can't forgive myself .. =( .. God Damn Me !!!
No matter what happens to me, i still love you darling .. Muacks =*
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posted by MistaBarista at 2:28 AM
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Thanks for reading =) .. Anyway .. nothing will happen to me .. I'm just busy working. Hear bout Gloomy Sunday ? It's a suicide song. Read bout the history and i chicken out =D .. don't dare yourself ..
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