Wednesday, September 29, 2004

September 29th 2004

It's 416 am in the morning.. Just got back from work.. have a couple of tea session.. Watched Real Madrid vs Roma on tv.. and back home..

It's surprising to see the crowd that attend cafe today. Usually it doesn't happen cause it's still weekdays.. but anyway.. kinda tired cause i didn't get enough of sleep and there's a table keep on chatting when we are closing.. Bet they are drunk and talking bout family matters.. Hated a foreign lady who ordered Caffe Bailey. I'm the one who took the order and she told me that she doesn't want ice.. so i expect it to be chill.. so when i serve her the drink, she repeated again that she doesn't want ice !! I appologies and make a Hot Caffe Bailey. After a while, they left and i found out that the hot caffe bailey was drank a lil bit only. She drinks only 1/8 of the drink. I was wondering whether is the caffe bailey is bad or "No ICE".. I served her chill .. she doesn't want it .. i served her hot .. she drink a lil.. DAMN .. WHAT'S THE MATTER BITCH ? *a voice in my heart* But anyway .. i'm happy to make Thai Kafe .. I love doing it .. love to see the 4 layers of color when i make it. Maybe 1 day i'll post all the picture i made. Love doing drinks with layers. =p

Wondering whether to go to class or not .. i have a morning class 830 - 1240 and continued by 1550 - 1750. I never think about education anymore. All i think is work work work ! and MY GOAL is a Coffee Bar just like the place i'm working currently. Thought of asking a fortune teller to tell my future as i doesn't want failure in life. Who wants failure anyway? I don't mind failing cause i can learn the lesson .. but it's risky for me to open a coffee bar with my own sweat money. A liquidation can make me a total lost. Life is short but spending over the time is long .. i still have a long way to go .. i'm only 22 .. really wish i can know my future but future is in my hand. Maybe things change after 5 years. People change .. world change .. we don't know .. I don't wanna think bout it .. but i can't help it .. Wish there's someone who is elder than me that can talk to me. Wish i could talk to my dad bout it but me and dad is not a good talking term. We doesn't talk much. It's kinda sad when i thought bout it. =( Maybe i dissapoint him too much and maybe doesn't wanna care bout me anymore. If i think in the positive way.. he will always love and care bout me no matter what i did. Just that he doesn't show any expression towards me.

It's raining cats and dogs now.. damn nice to sleep.. cold weather always makes me feel sleepy. I guess i'll stop here..

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