14th June 2005

Been few days .. working night shift .. didn't online .. sleepy and tired .. =( But i still call her to check her out and keep on contact. But everytime i after work i will call her to tell her that i'm back home safely. She's already asleep by that time. Miss her so much and think bout her a lot .. wants to talk to her but somehow she's sleepy and unconcious. Doesn't wanna disturb her sleep cause she'll be working in the morning .. have to wake up around 6.30 ..

Everytime when i call her after my work, i am the one trying to end the conversation where i shouldn't get angry bout her althought her response is half awake. She might think that i'm trying to brush her off or doesn't wanna talk to her or there's no topic to talk. It's just that i don't wanna disturb her and the way she answer me. I have to "hello" a lot of times to get her attention but ..

I'm sorry if it hurts your feeling. I'm not angry at all. Just want you to have enough rest and not tired during working shift. But i just want some response although just a lil while. =)

- I hope i can the one that spreads my arms open like an angel's wing to protect you all the time - Kevin -

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