September 26th 2004 - Evening

I woke up around 1.00 pm today and i was late for work =p .. that's an usual thing .. Not really much customer as i complete some job .. Time flies real fast .. went to pick my girlfriend up .. told her that she's been accepted in Friends Cafe and start work tomorrow (she thought i'm joking) .. send her to Klanz cause she wanted to go there to check out some sling bag that she wanted but unfortunately .. she couldn't .. send her back home and promise i'll bring her to somewhere else to check out her bag and gave her a good bye kiss ..

Got back home .. typing this post while waiting for Jack .. he gonna pick me up soon and chill at some indian mamak stall which is preety cheap .. Unfortunately his bike punctured .. he had to push all the way to a repair shop and i feel guilty bout it. DAMN .. *sorry Jack*

Nothing particular happened today .. still thinks a lil bout my future .. and tomorrow is the last week of studies .. then FINAL EXAM ! .. still waiting for Jack .. and hope something unusual will happen later on when i am working at 2130. Got a split shift today .. Signing off - At last Jack arrived =)

September 26th 2004

I used to be a a happy go lucky - no worries kinda guy. Started college last few months in a degree course, i'm kinda happy with it as i wasted too much time on diploma. But sad to say, this semester, i'm fucked up .. did badly in most of the subjects .. skipped classes and all sorts .. internal exam .. fail a few papers and FINAL exam is coming soon. i felt unsecure with what i had right now .. thinking bout the future .. what is it gonna be .. been thinking for quite number of days to overcome the problem i face.

Jack was back here then as i went out with him for early breakfast and talk to him bout the situation i'm facing and he's been supporting me and really giving me good advice. Really thank him for that .. but somehow later .. i was in college for some classes and S talked to me .. and she asked me not to give up on studying as i struggled much during diploma level. she noticed i've changed from a happy go lucky no worry kinda guy to a moody tense kinda guy. I wonder does my face / look really revealed the problem i'm facing ..

Later, i get enough sleep and went for work. I really enjoyed working (i'm not workaholic) .. the people there makes me laugh and happy all the time .. jokes around .. makes me forget the worries / problems i have. Just got back home .. checked some emails and posted this blog as my first post. I guess this blog is a new friend of mine where i can express my feelings to when no one is around.

* Wishing my father a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you *